Slap Mah Face!

I realized that my blog is worthless. I have nothing to offer, really. No stories to tell, no experiences worth sharing, nothing. Up to now, with over 70 entries, I still don't know what my blog is all about. I'm hoping, fervently hoping that I could start all over again and straighten things up but I can't. I'm too lazy for that and besides, that won't make me feel better. That would only make me hate myself for not pushing through. For not believing in myself. I'm not the type who stops in the middle of everything-at least that's what I think I am.

But seriously, what do i have to offer? I'm just an average teen ambitious enough to make my own blog. I'm not even a good writer. I'm not even sure if I really am a writer or maybe I'm just thinking that I am because someone labeled me, or maybe I'm just too stupid to defy peer pressure.

So far, all that I have posted here are my complains about my stupid life, my stupid self and all the recent stupid escapades that I have been on. I'm stupid, stupid and stupid. This blog is full of stupidities.

I don't want to wake up one day determined to delete this blog. I love writing. I love this blog. I hate giving this up.

I need a slap on my face. I need to wake up. Pour that cup full of boiling water on me please.