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Birthday Resolutions

So I celebrated my 18th birthday last Monday and to be honest I feel rather weird leafing through the last few pages of being a teenager. I felt that I haven't really enjoyed my youth that much and wished that I had another year to wreck my plain existence. However circumstances won't allow it so here I am formulating a list of resolutions that might help me discover my undiscovered youth and at the same time prioritize important things that I have failed to take notice of during my teenage years.

1. Eat. Pray. Love. Eat to live. Pray to survive. Love to exist.

2. Read more. Write more.

3. Go to school. I am in actually but sometimes I feel like as if I'm not. I should really take a serious note on my academics. I'm rolling downhill.

4. Smile. People sometimes think of me as 'suplado'. I'm not-honestly, I'm not.

5. Don't die yet, you still have lots to enjoy.

Anyhow, here are what my friends said concerning my "coming of age"

"Continue acting stupid. It makes you unique. Continue being useless sometimes. It makes you more worthy. Continue being imaginative. It brings you to another world. Just be yourself. Do some changes if you want. Nonetheless, you are what you are and will be what you are-GAY! (haha! peace!)"

-Pagi

*whatever Gee. hahahah. Go buy yourself someone to talk to. Hahaha. But thank you for the message. It is inspiring.

"Happy birthday ayaan! As Gee indicated, be who you are and continue to be the light in the darkness...(meaning flashlight) haha. Pursue your dreams and be a fashion designer and image stylist soon. We will wait for that like waiting for you to be a guy. Laki ta bhai!

-Bojing

*Me? A guy? that's like waiting for the moon to be brighter than the sun. hahaha. tinchu bojing.

"Nothing to display"

-Xela

*Big help xela. Thank you. Hahaha.

"Happy Birthday!!"

-Dhalat

*thank you lat! Really really long message.

"Zero. I know that you know what you are-a GIRL trapped in a BOY's hideous physique. (haha!!). I know its hard but that's life and you can't change that. The best you can do is make the best out of it. So now we're going to celebrate your 18th year trapped in a boy's body. :) You're laughing right?...Don't. Hahah.

Seriously I am talking about serious stuff here, man. I want to wish you a happy. happy birthday! This is my second time greeting you and I pray that you'd have more b0days to come so that I could greet you more.

Wishes? Hmm. Nothing much, really. Just that you'd be contented, healthy and truly happy with your life. Life is what we make it. Don't be afraid to fly! Nyaha."

-Emkei

*Geez Maria. This is not a hideous boy's physique. hahahah.

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-Masid.

*Thanks Sid. Being speechless is nice sometimes. Hahaha.

*to all of you. I wish you all gave me gifts. I would appreciate it more. hahahah. nonetheless, thank you. thank you so so much. :']

growing older is not upsetting; being perceived as old is -kenny rogers

happy birthday to me. ^^,

"Love is pain. Pain measures the extent of how much you love. "